Tuesday, May 7, 2013

My new dating motto: 11 reasons to wait

My new dating motto:
11 reasons to wait until he pays for a real date before being alone in a private place with a man or having sex - (not in this order)?  I do want to get married.  :-D
By:  Linnea Tuesday Bosley Anderson



1.  Your mate may get the wrong impression of you and think you're a hoe.

2.  You may end up a porn star.

3.  Your texts and conversations may be misunderstood or you may worry they will get misunderstood because he doesn't understand your heart.

4.  Your heart may break... Especially if you're a girl.

5.  He may give you a disease.

6.  Your friends and family may think you're a hoe.

7.  If the sex is really good, he may not leave you alone.  

8.  If the sex is really good, he may not tell you if he is insecure and doesn't want to lose you and then it increases your insecurities.

9.  If the sex is bad, you'll probably never see him again.

10.  He may not listen to you even if you do tell him no.  

11.  You don't want him to feel used and want him to feel loved unconditionally.  So, wait until you can afford to pay for half the date or make some picnic in the park dates.  Lol

Thursday, March 28, 2013

?

crazy questions?
 with no answers...
Unblocked calls?
with no glory.
 tired?
 of the bull s*** .

dances?
with no court ship.
 paces?
with no plans...

what kind of building is this?

pyramids?
 with a little money...
Tepees
With no top...
trips
 with no confirmation.
 f***
 this is a stupid nation?



have you ever??????

Have you ever
Been disrespected
And felt your heart jump?
Not in the normal direction
Rather straight to the ground.
Never even feeling that lump
You know that one in your throat...
When you're supposed to cry
Because a heart broke?

Have you ever...
 been asked by a man to sell your body with no consideration of your heart?
Been literally kicked while you're down,
You're body still numb from the last man that broke your heart?
No promise from god to ever allow a better man to start?
What reaction would you choose...
With the few tools in your possession as backup?
Zippers from your homeless tent
Set up on skid row?
Only Keys to padlock for your zipper
In hopes that gods weather
Doesn't take tolls?
Can opener for food so graciously given in a box?
Knife to cut fruit...
instead needed to block kicks?

Have you ever???
missed your kids so much...
that tears couldn't explain your pain?
 Relived your 2 to 3 graces with grandchildren...
just to relieve any strain?
avoided men in general...
 because they caused so much pain?
Increased your trust in God
But feared to mention names?

have you ever???
 decreased your standards in men and gave up on the puzzle of life?
all because of the worries of freedom that your man won't take your children's side?

 have you ever???
kept your eyes closed in time they most needed to be open?
 almost virgin ears didn't hear a noise to warn her,
nevertheless, her closed blue eyes insured a heart broken?..
It was never supposed to be broken
 then tainted through years...
 of experience and stress and hiding of tears?

have you ever?????
had 5 men wanting sex at 1 time...
 twice trust perfectly broken?
 pictures of and blackmail threats to tell parents,
You know sure disappointment?
Everything times nothing then something....
before legally of age to make up by choosing?

 have you ever???
Stood as the door was open...
watched your so called mom plead to your dad while
her cheeks were black and blue?
"dad, please let my little girl stay I don't want her going with you?"

have you ever?
 stood as your own kids saw 2 parents argue and then attempt to explain?
 to my only little boy just 1....
 your mommy's nose is broken with a shirt full of blood stains...
 but, mommy must lie about and pretend,
"fireman, we were just playing."
 "Nana, I just had to stop quick and hit my nose on the wheel then."
 "i promise his dad didn't do it."
 I truly thought we would win?

have you ever had 1 night with the man of your dreams?
You wanted so much to be loved...
things were not what they seemed?
He knew you wouldn't leave because he knew his worth.
 truly thought you would know yours too; but, he was unaware of all concern.

Love still in her heart,
Silence suppressed by no tears?
Experiences you had.
 trials and tribulations a must?
Exceptions to rules?
 ya? Where is the love...
after mens destruction and wounds?

 even after all that have you ever?
 believed in yours and your kids' dreams,
So bad that you could see past the sunset..
In completion of their
Sweet dreams.


Thursday, May 3, 2012

stop

S-T-O-P
4 letter words sew simple
Yet not stupid u c
When love fails
Replaced w diagonal line win
Not a matter of time
But a matter of space
Love’s problems are mine
And protection will saves grace?
No longer 4 letter words
But when 3 letter words
Take 4’s place
Mad, sad, and bad
All in one
Was it really bcuz he won?
God in his glory
Only true love=victory
And win leave=mystery
Sum is not a factor
Love is not next
Only bad 4 letter words
In my last breath.
STOP, DON’T, QUIT, RACE
How many x will
Angels reach base?

Wednesday, February 15, 2012

Advantage Love perfect

it is a mission you say?

no training you thought

well have it your way?

advantage love

perhaps perfect

missions are fake

and love needs directions

time, wings, and space

 

time to observe develop and pray

wings to take flight

hope for brighter days

space for the top

because advantage love sees

the beauty within

a mission’s retreat?

 

fall back as a playa

fall in love’s new line

no longer an advantage love

but the advantage of love lost and new finds.

my hero?

my hero was never me

why because i didn’t believe.

trauma n tragic

thought was my destiny---

perfection & process

& plagues x14

wat should have been blessings

turned to tragedy

god how i love you

god how i care

never wanted seperate

just love with no cares

must have had much fun

plus flames minus flares