stop

S-T-O-P
4 letter words sew simple
Yet not stupid u c
When love fails
Replaced w diagonal line win
Not a matter of time
But a matter of space
Love’s problems are mine
And protection will saves grace?
No longer 4 letter words
But when 3 letter words
Take 4’s place
Mad, sad, and bad
All in one
Was it really bcuz he won?
God in his glory
Only true love=victory
And win leave=mystery
Sum is not a factor
Love is not next
Only bad 4 letter words
In my last breath.
STOP, DON’T, QUIT, RACE
How many x will
Angels reach base?

Advantage Love perfect

it is a mission you say?

no training you thought

well have it your way?

advantage love

perhaps perfect

missions are fake

and love needs directions

time, wings, and space

 

time to observe develop and pray

wings to take flight

hope for brighter days

space for the top

because advantage love sees

the beauty within

a mission’s retreat?

 

fall back as a playa

fall in love’s new line

no longer an advantage love

but the advantage of love lost and new finds.

my hero?

my hero was never me

why because i didn’t believe.

trauma n tragic

thought was my destiny---

perfection & process

& plagues x14

wat should have been blessings

turned to tragedy

god how i love you

god how i care

never wanted seperate

just love with no cares

must have had much fun

plus flames minus flares

can is done?

central beauty

complete unruly

chance is broken

time not forseen

laughs and smiles

wonders of wats next

bring only extensive

reproach n regress

choose love always

free times keys

giving up is the hardest thing to do

dreams survive not through the encourager. 

dreams survive through the dream holder.

the ones who dreamed

and never let go

the ones who encouraged

dreams of the kids

dreams of the people

dreams of the lovers

dreams of the teachers

and rings for the pleasers

wanted to be there

wanted to see

wishing i had my kids

all that love me dearly.

Stuck

Hoodie n blanket

all i need?

ya right,

wat a queen!

stupid again

i’ve been tortured enough

giving up on all dreams

but not family’s love.

it used to be different

yes, this is true

my babies they had

the best of new shoes.

i tried and tried

to give them my all.

it was never enough

and i realize that now.

these streets are cold

but not as cold as they knew,

they all know i loved them

without condition or toll.

why would they do this

after all these years?

if i don’t deserve love

stories will be left untold.

nothing is all.

yes. that is all.

i can’t understand

when the night mare will end.

it is tiring for sure

i hate ask 4 help.

lord knows at this point

i must cherish myself.

sun stricken and red,

cheeks no longer pucker for smiles…

only burn with desire

for this challenge to end.

i used to say how we’ve loved.

time knows no more what i’’ve seen.

it’s not what i want,

i am never complete.

Alone

Alone in this world,

sew it may seem,

just say the word, 

new light in my eyes

was looking for love,

was it already found?

do I know who I am

with or without a crown

no need for games

or scripts or new places

just keep showing us

beautiful human faces

smiles and eyes

fill empty spaces

trials galore

races no more

meant to be?

or no i in team?