Almost 2 months now.

single.
celibate.
not looking.
stronger.
blessed.
relieved.

When it feels like this...

Pray.
Forgive.
Love.
Learn.
Believe.
Strengthen.
Focus.
Repair.
Fly.

Dear Universe,

I like my puzzles like this.

Please don't hand me another piece.

Thank you and God bless,

Linnea :-)

To my future king I haven't met yet.

part 1.

I can honestly say one thing. I trusted again... with everything that I had in me. THAT was an accomplishment.


I'll walk with my head held high.

I'll give 100% truth again.

I'll embrace the pains in my past and convert them to good.

I'll produce a clean slate of trust.

I'll cook your breakfast in bed with a smile on my face.

I'll light the candles at night, minus the fear.

I'll massage your back with no regrets.

I'll wash your feet with no embarrassment.


The ultimate fear of humiliation that has been used to control me for 20 years is gone. If I couldn't handle it, it wouldn't have been handed to me.

I've realized that everything that could have been taken from me has been taken. I'm taking my life back now... for you... my future king, my friends & family around me.

I promise not to hold them against you. Please... don't hold it against me.