ramblings

She was smart as a whip
College at 16
She had no intent
To reunite with her king
She loved so deep
Yet couldn't believe
any man on this earth
wouldn't be mean
see she'd been thru alot
and couldn't let go
she said in her thoughts
she had to be bold
every man in her life
had hurt her before
some wasn't her fault
but others had sworn
she put a hole in their heart
but she had to ignore
she had to do something
she could take no more
she vowed to herself
that she never would trust

this time was different...

she let down her guard
more than ever before
she opened her heart
and received much more
she loved in the past
but it didn't compare
she realizes now
that she wasn't aware
they wanted her heart
along with her brain
by guarding her treasures
she was the one who caused pain
see they wanted a girl
who would hold them down
she wanted too much
to prevent her frown
she can't promise more
in the years to come
it's gonna take a while
for her issues to be gone
infatuation was great
she had much love
but realizes now
there's much more to come
she can contribute so much
and has been holding back
she now has to learn
not only how to love...

but even harder for her,
to allow love in return.


Loving can cost a lot. Not loving always costs more. A lack of love is an emptiness that robs the joy from life. 1Cor.13:1-13/16:13,14